Breakup With Your past. For good this time.

There is tension that exists when you are torn between two loves. God won't do it for us. He will stand there and say bring it as a sacrifice.

Dear past,

I cannot deny that I enjoyed you. I cannot say I won't miss you and I probably will never forget you. I will probably lay and think about you at times. I will probably weep for the lack of you, but as much as I'm connected to you, I love God more. I'll probably limp the rest of my life, but I would rather be crippled. The pull towards God is stronger than the pull towards you. You tried convincing me you loved me, that you would fulfill my every desire. You did, occasionally but it always ended up with me feeling emptier and lonelier. You were a part of me for so long, shaping who I am today. But I no longer want to be her.   I must let you go and learn who I really am without you. I trust that the path ahead, though challenging, will be worth every step. As I walk towards the light of God's love, I carry the lessons you taught me, but I leave behind the emptiness you caused. This is my sacrifice, my commitment to a higher love and a greater purpose. With each day that passes, I grow stronger in my faith, knowing that God's love will guide me and sustain me. I release you, my past, and move forward with a heart full of gratitude and anticipation for the blessings that lie ahead.

 Sacrifice is a painful thing, or it's not called sacrifice. If you had to give up one thing, you learn to give up another.